Today's been one of those days where i feel completely empty. Hollow, like an easter egg. I'm so tired of everything that i'm worried i might smash into shards of glass that wink in the sunlight that seems to dominate every day with it's piercing cold. I had an MRI scan yesterday- wow, was it only yesterday?- and in the years i seemed to spend in that tiny beige tunnel, trying to make patterns out of the whirrs and bangs that bounced off the confined space around me; i couldnt help but feel a little claustrophobic, and it made me think how much i feel like that anyway. MRI tunnel or no MRI tunnel. There are so many people that just feed off my energy! Why am i so tired all the time?
I have two weeks until my ballet exam. The harder i try to work the less incentive i can find to do any. A week ago i was treading water. Now i just feel like i'm drowning in it.
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