Blood runs cold.

Today i feel like I'm in a trance. Like my eyes have glazed iver and my legs just keep on moving. Wish i could concentrate. Going backwards on a train which i only have a vague idea where its headed. People are unreliable;they forget, make mistakes, and that includes myself. Adrenaline from the lights annd makeup of last nigth has left my muscles aching. just want to sleep but the world wont let me. Hundreds of people too wrapped up in their oen selfishness to bother to open their eyes, and i wish that everything wasn't so easy.